Surrender...

Lord I close my eyes
I lift my hands towards You
I sing your praises
I beg for your mercy
I thank you my Savior
I thank you for your forgiveness

All the things things on this earth are fleeting
These vanaties are merely distractions
They won't matter after I die
You Lord, You will matter

Thank you Lord for letting me see
Thank you for taking the blinders off my eyes
Thank you for loving me when I was unlovable
Your mercy
Your truth
Your Love
Take my life Jesus
Use me
Make my heart clean




You know, when you think everything is going all right? When the everyday routines start to sound just like every other day, God will say, "Hey April, What have you done for Me lately?". Well, the truth of the matter, is well NADA!!! Have I been reading the bible much? No, not really. Have I been praying daily? Nope, not even close. Have I been close with God lately? Nope. "Well April, that's about to change." Whats that verse in the bible that talks about people proclaming God, but not really knowing Him? In Revelations, it says that if you are Lukewarm, God will vomit you out of His mouth. I don't know about you, but I sure don't want to be thrown up!!! I'm sick of mediocrity. It gets you NO WHERE! When you decide to settle for something in your life, your in for TROUBLE! I settled when it came to marriage. Look how that turned out!

Revelation 3:16 - So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.