Your Return?....

Just another day. Work was well, work. Very boring. Same old same old.

I'm just wishing that this was easier. Today at work this girl, who just got married, was telling a waitress about her wedding vows. I startred thinking about my wedding vows. I had to walk away from them for fear of crying. It seems as though, I was the only one in my marriage holding to them. I'm in such a state of not knowing at this point. All I know is that my husbands sister told me he had "moved on". Whatever that entails, I know not.

LOVE IS SO MUCH HARDER THAN IT SEEMS!!!

I wish I did. I feel so misunderstood. It's not that no one understands me, it's just that no one but God know's exactly where I'm coming from. I know that should be enough to keep me satisfied, but it's just not right now. It needs to be however.

won't these emotions end?

won't they go away?

please dear God, take them from me.

i'm sick of feeling this way.

it's not who i am.

i am not a broken heart walking around this earth.

i am a child of God Almighty.

i am a believer in Christ Jesus.

He is my Lord and Savior.

so i will hold tight to Him who hold's tight to me...