frustrations

so sick of frustrations
so sick of screwing up
can't i just go by in life un-noticed?
am i just this horrible person who screws up all the time?!

so sick of eggshells
so sick of being the stupid one
sick of being sick


i like to laugh
sometimes i need to cry
i want someone to dance in the rain with
i'm sick of being lonely
so far from where i used to be
so close to the next day
one day at a time
one step at a time
no longer dwelling on the hurt
trying to move on into the happiness

I want to walk by faith...
to dance in the meadows of sunlight
to sing so loudly and not care
to do what He wants of me
holding to His expectations, not mine
i will hold tight to Him who holds me tight