Sometimes we have to wait...

Good things come to those who wait... It's true! I have waited TWO MONTHS for my car to get fixed, and now it is!!! I'm so happy! I was ready to get a bicycle!!! You'd think it would not be very hard to save up money to get a car fixed, but you'd be wrong if your job is not giving enough hours! blah!!!

Anyways, I am starting to feel much more comfterable about divorce. It's weird. I called his family. His mom told me I should get a divorce from him. Make's me wonder what she know's. Maybe he's got a girlfriend, who knows. All I know is that my concious is clear! I wish him the best, but I don't think he will do what he should. He's too insecure. I really do love him, but what can I do? Wait around for the rest of my life hoping he will change? It's not going to happen. He's going to keep doing drugs, being paranoid, drinking, lying. Only God Almighty can change his heart, that's not something I can do. All I can do is pray for him. That's all I can do...